Saturday, February 4, 2012

I mean well...

I have done terrible on my diet for the past two weeks. WHOOPS. I have been so overwhelmed with everything in my life that all I can do is lay in bed. WHOOPS. In the chance that I can bring myself to get out of bed I am going to work or going to go do stuff with my friend so that I am not at home being all sad. WHOOPS. Went shopping and to a discover the dinosaur event today with my friend and her daughter and on the way out of the mall those terrible, evil, no good girl scouts were selling cookies. I managed to not buy any cookies but my best friend on the other hand did give in and buy some yummy delicious peanut butter patties. I may or may not have had 4 cookies. WHOOPS. After the event we ended up at Japanese and instead of getting steamed rice I got fried rice. WHOOPS. The super bowl is tomorrow and I have 3 parties that I am supposed to attend. In my mind I am already telling myself I can cheat tomorrow and start back on Monday. WHOOPS.

In all seriousness I haven't gained any weight. So I guess I am not failing at my diet I am just not doing that good. At least I know I will be able to maintain the weight once I finally do get all of this fat off. As bad as I want to cheat tomorrow and eat all of the yummy super bowl food I refuse to cheat. I already had 4 girl scout cookies today and I refuse to get back on that negative track. Me and the treadmill are about to have a 5 mile date. I want to get back on track now and start doing what I need to do now. Monday is too far away and I don't want to get any further behind. My goal date has already been pushed back so far and I hate when people ask me, "How much have you lost?" and I still tell them only 30 pounds because well for the past 2 weeks I have been a lazy slob.

So off of my fat bum I am gonna go and going to go run that dreaded 5 miles. Pray that I don't die.