Disappointment

I have failed at so much this week. I fell into some kind of blah mood with a few things going on in my life. I am proud to say I didn't eat my way through these feelings but I am not so proud to say that I didn't run or exercise my way through these feelings. I have maintained my diet. Eating good and healthy but I just haven't exercised. As a result I only lost about a pound and a half this week. Just goes to show that without exercising it will take me forever to get this weight off. I am at 29 pounds lost. I was really hoping to get to 30 pounds lost by the end of the weekend and so I am really disappointed in myself that I didn't. I have told myself that this is a new week and I will start fresh again this weekend and go twice as hard when it comes to my exercises. I can't let my sad and crummy moods get me down.

Now this is probably going to be a TMI moment but I have to know. For all you girls that are dieting and exercising as well, have you noticed a change in your bathroom schedule? I actually had to result to going to the store and getting me some "old lady juice" as my friend called it so that I could go. Ever since I have started this diet I notice that I don't use the restroom as much as I used too and I get all bloated. Is this happening to anyone else? Could it be just because its a change in my diet? I am getting fiber because I have a fiber one bar every morning for breakfast. Whats going on here? I don't like it.


I hope by the end of the week that I can report that I am down 35 pounds and that will put me under 100 pounds to lose. That is my goal for this week. A total of 35 pounds loss. I have some major booty kicking to do this week. Hope everyone has a great Monday!!!